"Sidewalks" By Story of the Year

The first time I heard this song I was like, "eh it's an alright song."  Second time I heard it, I acually listened to the song and realized it was probably one of the most meaningful songs I've heard in a long time.  The song is about how when were younger we'd dream about the moment we go and drive on our own.  Yes acual driving but also just ingeneral on us being on our own. Then when we finally do, we wish we where back where it all started on the sidewalks.  Now everytime I hear it, it sort of makes me sad how life goes by.  It goes by in a blink of an eye.  I really suggest listening to it and listen.  It really makes you just stop everything and just think.
"From the sidewalks,
Running away from the streets we knew,
Sidewalks,
Like the time we thought was made for you."~"Sidwalks" by Story of the Year.

what to do what to do..

I am a very indecisive person! I can never make up my mind.  It really is not a good thing!  No wonder I don't know what to do when I'm older..  indecisiveness sucks!

Let it snow!

Where is the snow already! last year when the ground was already white by november. now its December and all it is is just cold nasty weather!  Oh how I hate this..

Gabble Gabble

Thanksgiving has just past and was acually a pretty good one.  We had my whole family together for the first time in 3 years sense my brother joined the military.  My cousins came in from Florida, my brother came in from Alabama.  We went to my aunts house to eat all the yummy food, to spend time with our family, and to be thankful that we are all together.  This year I am most Thankful that my family is all together again.

If Only We Lived In a Perfect World

You never know whats going to happen. whats going to be in your future.  I just got done watching, "127 hours."  It makes you think; this guy didn't wake up and was like, "okay im going to go to the place I've been going to sense I was little, meet a couple girls, then oh yeah! fall into a hole and get my arm crushed."  You never know whats waiting for you.  When we imagen our future we imagen this perfect life, you never think somethings going to happen that will get in the way.  Opticals do happen; I mean I dout not that drastic as the guy from "127 hours" but things do happen.  If only we lived in a perfect world.

DON'T SHOOT ITS THE POLICE!

I woke up around 4:30 last night to someone screaming "Don't shoot its the police!" at first I couldn't make up the words and just thought it was someone outside just yelling, then my mom and dad come in to look outside my window sense it faces the back. They told me to stay in bed! I saw in the hole my dad was looking out of there were two men in the yard diaginal from me. My body started to shake.  I didn't know what was going on.  My parents said they were at this for an hour, but didn't know what was going on.  They said they think that house someone got into a fight, I told them how I heard them screaming.  My mom turned to my dad and started speeking italian to him so I couldn't understand.  I think someone tried braking in, for another hour they kept going around with there flashlights looking for something. I'm not sure what happened but it scarred me! Still alittle shaken up!

In The Future

Sooo I'm a sophmore and I have no idea what I want to do after highschool!  I really am not great at anything or just don't enjoy it.  My goal this year was to find something that I'm interested in but so far I'm not doing so great on that..  In the past year I wanted to be: a music producer, photographer, chef, actor and a make up artist. (witch all I'm not even that great at)  I just don't know! like theres so much stuff how do you pick?  erg! My mom was saying to shaddow people with things I'm intersted in, but thats sort of akward you know what I mean? It's like, "hey, I don't know you but can I just follow you around for awhile?" the future scarres me! I really hope I find that one thing I'm at least halfway dessent at. Wish me luck on my mission.

Lady Gaga

Some people say she's crazy and weird.
But really she might be the smartest person that can make anyones heads turn.
You see two articals witch you going to read, the one that says,"Man in tux ready to start work." or "Lady in Meat ready to rock the world!" of course your going to go to the second one, it catches your eyes.  You can say all you want about Lady Gaga but I think shes a genius and I respest her.  Most people want to stand out from the crowd, be different, be ourselves; just because she was the only one who had the guts to do it why talk bad? She makes millions follow her from her unique singing voice and even more people look up to her for her artistic, and unique fashion.  Lady Gaga you are truly an original.

Sweet Home Chicago, I'm here

It was 8:30 p.m when I was in the car on the way to the airport thinking to myself, "I wonder if he looks different.  " Today was the day I was going to see my brother for the first time in a year.  My blood was pumping from excitment.  It was now 9:30 p.m when we finally arrived to the airport. My dad, mother, sister, and I walk to the bagage carrier where we planned to meet up with my brother. I looked at the screen to see Japan to Chicago is on time.  It was 10:20 and my mom got a text message.  It was from my brother; she read it out loud "Sweet home Chicago I'm here." We all get up from our seats and start heading towards the stairs we know he was coming down.  I turned to see where my dad was because he was coming back from the information booth.  When I turned back around I saw my brother smilling ear to ear in his red polo heading towards us.  We ran up to greet him.  I remember thinking to myself, "He's home, he's finally home."

What a friend you are

My bestfriend started talking to this guy I guess I liked in my dream but in real life were really close. Before I know it they were going out. I felt so betrayed, then when I woke up I just felt angry and upset. What does this mean? hmm... DREAM DICTIONARY TIME:
So I looked it up and I guess I'm either suspicious about my bestfriend or this guy.
weird!
You know that nervous feeling you get? Thats how I've felt all day! What does this mean?

How to Remember Your Dreams

1. Get Plenty of sleep
      -Getting Plenty of sleep can make your Dreams longer and closer together
      -your first dream is 10ish minutes
      - after 8 hours they can last from 45-60 minutes
2. Start Writing your dreams down
     - Even if all you remember is a face or object
     - record right away
     - if waking up early and not wanting to record your dream write key words
3. Keep retelling the Dream to yourself
     - Do not move from spot you woke up in until telling yourself the dream
~There are alot of things you can do to remember your dreams These are the ones that really pop out at me.

A Dreamless Night

I do not remember my dream last night, but do remember dreaming. Don't you hate when that happens!? you are just dreaming away then when you wake up, puff, all gone. It annoys me!  What if I had one of those dreams that tell the future, or one that is like a vacsination to cancer or something? I'll never even know because I forgot it. Therefore if it was one of those, I guess I wont be saving the world today. Hopefully tonight I will remember my dream..

A Dream or Should I Say Nightmare

My mom, brother, and I were shopping at an antique store when this man came up to us and said to follow him. We didn't think much of it so we went in his car where he drove us to this restaurant but it was only just my mom and I.  I knew this man was bad. He took my brother but I didn't know where.  My mom was sitting at a different table then me. I tried to remain calm thinking of a plan to escape.  There was a mother with her two boys in the booth that was dividing my mom and me.  As soon as I was going to put that plan in action everything froze, the man who took my brother came out and told my mom to come with him. As I walked past the table with the mom and boys I could see they were in an argument and one of the boys throw his fries at his brother; with the fries in mid air from everything being frozen. I go to a room where the man is holding up a flash drive and says "Once I plug this into the computer everything about you two will be erased." In a panic I grab the flash drive throw it on the floor, step on it, brake it, then say, “now what." he goes to his pocket pulls out a gun, I start running for the door, I open the door running to the side jump a fence, with him shooting at me not for away. Then I wake up..